ArraCullen

I wish I knew what to say. I wish I knew what to think. I wish things wouldn't always change so frequently. I wish we could find a balance.      I wish a lot of things. I wish you hadn't believed his lies. I wish we got along better. I wish you hadn't hurt me. I wish you'd stop hurting me.      I wish a lot of things. I wish I could fall in love with someone else so I could get you out of my head. I wish we could just be friends again. I wish you weren't afraid of me. I wish I wasn't afraid of you.      I wish a lot of things. I wish things would get easier. I wish I didn't have to walk on eggshells. I wish you would get over yourse

I am Alone. With the lovely bones. ------------------------------------------------------------ Boredom eats my soul My eyes wandering Melodic voices lull My mind pondering ------------------------------------------------------------- Downtown The city soaks into my pours The cops, the politicians, and the whores The buildings, the cars, the streets The lights, the sleet, the music's beat The pounding vibrations under my feet

Staring at you with my sorrowful eyes I once loved your eyes your eyes that despise I wish you hadn't listened to those lies As my heart now slowly but surely dies Once I was blinded but now I am wise But now it is time to say our good-byes

Oh, hush my babes, my lovely lambsies Why are you screaming, the endless bleating? My pointless scheming, your fruitless pleading The mindless beatings. Oh where have you gone, my pretty lambsies? Yesterday you were here, tomorrow you're not Today is the end, it's never forgot Your flesh will be sold, your bodies bought Oh why do you run, my spotless lambises? Always to be sought, always to be caught Where ever you run, where ever you hide Your lies to follow, your skies always dark Oh what have I done my frightened lambsies? Still holding the gun, I still am the one The sun begins to rise over the hills My motionless prize, i